Green Light
So many challenges lie ahead
Living in the fear that rests inside my head
I thought I knew it all because of the massive amounts of books I read
But there’s a struggle with being human that goes without being said..
This struggle is found in trying to be normal and live like everyone else
When in reality your emotions are scattered all over the shelf
When your efforts and energy is not being recognized
You begin to think maybe it was all a lie
Maybe what you were taught to believe isn’t even real
I tried my best, but why is there still pain that I feel?
The pressure of trying to make people feel good
When there I was at the top with massive success, and alone I stood
The struggle of being here on earth is constant and never ending
God forgive me for the negative dark energy I'm sending
We all struggle and learn lessons until we get it right
Without dark there can be no light
The days ahead have me worried about things I begin to imagine
I think of it so much they begin to physically happen
So I stand here struggling like a regular average human being
Trying to change the perception of the suffering I’m seeing
These are the gloomy days when things are anything but terrific
You know what I mean, No need to get specific
The pain I see is real it is felt in the hearts of many people still here
There are days when I can’t escape this fear
The world is changing fast and detestation is all I hear
The news has a clever way of mirroring my inner fear
Can't stand the tragedy that is coming into my ear
Get back to me when things get more clear
I’m the only person I’m Foolin’
The Struggle of Being Human
Can they hear me now?
When I was younger I wondered if anyone can hear me
The more adversity that came my way I felt I might as well make history
This is not about being the best
For being the best may have caused more stress
In a life where I had to find my own path
Have you seen me angry? You wouldn’t dare feel my wrath
My joys began coming in forms of simplicity
And to the people that would actually listen to me
For my words spoke to ages young and old
I began studying from great masters that told me that words were gold
As you speak so you become
So I decided to put out creative work just for fun
And decided to write about how I face my fears head on, and others run
I talked about how courage and building your own identity
Little did I know my higher self would be a friend to me
Success and things I wanted I spoke with confidently
I ran towards what I believed would serve me well
But the higher up I got the more afraid I got if I fell
Living a life as the unseen middle child son
From my troubles and worry all I wanted to do was run
Torn up knee taken away from a sport I had a passion for
A family torn apart hurting causing suffering to me at my core
The pain of yelling and fears trying to be brought down to me
The suffering I kept within me so everyone wouldn't see
I survied the dark days, and now they ask me how?
I choose to speak of expansion because the only way to go is up now
I think they can here me now.
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